Category: Writers Block
I entered your world
In the hopes that you would be mine
I see very clearly now
That this wish you conveniently declined.
Leave the walls of my shelter
I never want you within them again
Go back to whatever it was that spawned you
And I will do my best to remain.
You ask indifferently if you’ve hurt me
My response is that I should be
I smile in spite of the driving pain
Pain that I will never let you see.
The sadness is that I believed you
The truth of that I will always regret
I would rather die than ever believe again
As your touch I try to forget.
The sickness is that I loved you
That fact still remains
I’ll be damned to burn forever
If I ever let myself trust you again.
You’ve given to me these sinful words
I accept them as blinding rage
I cannot explain my fearless hate
As I try to exit this stage.
Playing the fool was my final mistake
Being with you was wrong
My faithful mask has been stripped away
In misery is somehow where I belong.
Perhaps its better that you know my pain
Perhaps its better that you see
Perhaps then your frozen mind can comprehend
The damage you’ve done to me.
Time can not replace my losses
The adoration with which I once viewed you has gone
I must go now before you convince me to stay
As my numb indignation rages on.